God is our Healer

Two years ago, I was diagnosed with adenomyosis at 9 cm. After 18 months the fibroid tissues grew into 12 cm.  With the growth of the fibroids pain followed.  My monthly period were heavy and painful.  I decided twice to undergo surgery since the doctors I consulted all recommend surgery when am ready but circumstances and faith changed my mind.  The doctor will not only take the fibroids out but including uterus and ovaries.  It means no more chances of becoming a mom and scares me losing internal organs.

I hold on to faith that God can heal me without going thru surgery.  I prayed hard and my brethren also prayed for me.  Lately the symptoms are becoming more unbearable but I keep praying to God.  I know that God has put in my heart to stand firm for my healing request.  God is the author and finisher of our faith.


I begged and cried to God last night and this morning to increase my faith and heal me now because my condition gets in the way of serving Him.  There are times I could not attend church services because of pain.  This morning I saw a change in me.  I begin to ignore the doubts and keeps reaffirming God's promise for God will always fulfill His words.  God has given me a verse. Luke 7:13 "And when the Lord saw her, he had compassion on her and said unto her, Weep not."

I lift my praise and gratitude to God for healing me.  My days of pain and discomfort are over.  The battle with fibroids is over.  Thank God!

Falling in Love

Had a great time at the church today.  While we were singing and praising God, I felt joy in serving God.  I am so glad to be called Christian, a follower of Christ.  As I go through this journey, the Lord is making things an experience to me not just knowledge.  Lately I keep thinking how good it is to be dedicating my life to Him and serving Him. I can't imagine a life outside Christ.  I am so glad He called me and chose me.

My prayer is that He will draw me closer and that I will fall in love with him more and more.  Even in the midst of my trial I will continue to thank and praise the Lord.  Walking with God is not always a walk in a smooth road; there are humps and rough road along the way but at the end is a great reward.  The pastor said during our previous communion service that following the will of the Lord is easy if we fall in love with Him first.  Yes, like in a natural relationship you can look beyond the not so good characteristics of a person if you are madly in love with Him.  Not that God has not so good characteristics but what I meant is that there is no tough act if  you are doing it with so much love in Christ. :)

Here is a nice worship song.